Ive Got Soul But Im Not a Soldier

"I was dreaming when I wrote this so sue me if I go too fast"

drove on the highway for the first time last week! i felt like james bond. okkkaayy?! dropped by ange's house to chill but i got there early so i sat in the car singing along to "me myself and i." haha. then ange and steph got home from beating kids up and we layed on her kitchen floor making animal cracker paste. we almost all puked. then we pigged out on "dem taters with thuh cheeeese in da middle." hmm. and chill time with fuse.

me and jenna went to yankee homecoming the other night. it was good to meet up with a lot of people. like ali and kim and all the gang. we saw 'beetlejuice' + the random 8 year old on stage performing with an unplugged guitar and false dreams. hahhaa. then i got a voicemail from ange invting me to come be in a music video. i couldnt hear well, and i thought she said it was for saosin, so i was freaking out. re-listened to it later and realized she said jonathans distortion. uh. yuh.

sleptover jennas that night and ate ate ate. then took a midnight dip in the pool, regardless of the chances of there being a rapist waiting for us in the deep end! or amanda. haha! then we lost it around 2am and acted like high baffoons playing stupid games like 'humdiggers', charades and 'sculptorades.' hahaha i was acting out alice in wonderland on a trip, and jenna thought i was marykate olsen. AHAHA

i had my own "java night" last night. which means i drink this caffeined drink and stay up all night. stayed up till 6. i was "totally looking foward to hanigng out with myself." i did laundry, the dishes and cleaned my room. then gave myself a curly hairdo at 4am. found my oldschool gameboy, ya know, the ones from '89 with the green screen, and played donkey kong. ahh what a night. and morning. vh1s insomniac music theatre. mmm.

but saturday im going to the fireworks in newburyport and me and jenna are having a java night after. good things planned. we'll buy lots of things to eat and then lose all our dignity. i cant wait.

chris (c. melts!) came back from greece today!! YAY WELCOME HOME, PAPPA C! and chris power's bbq is now but unfortunately i am not present for it. i hope i dont miss much.

 "And we'll all become silhouettes when our bodies finally go"